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another week down. thank god. i feel like these past few months... (2 months and a day exactly...) the weeks have been flying by and its been really good for me. its helping me keep my mind off my mind. ive been having great weekends... and lately... really great weekdays. last night i ended up going over to allies and had some anxiety attacks and was tweekin out and it was just a weird night in general... but it was great because i had my lovely allie to take care of me<3. so i got home and sorta snoozed the night away. then i was mad anxious again this morning because i had to be up, ready, and out the door in about 5 minutes and my body wasnt really ready for that after last night, so i got driven to the bus stop cause i didnt want to go to breakfast w/ andrew or w/e he was doing, and had a quick smoke there and felt a little better. so, now im going to allies after school today. no questions asked which is kinda good for once. my dads the good one about that... i gues... good is the word. so we're going over there, probably just going to relax. i really want to watch white noise, cause i couldnt exactly concentrate on it yesterday... i was... busy... gah. anyways... so... thanks for hearin me out! later.
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