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Mar 25, 2005 09:45

Ashley,
I don't even know where to start, so i guess the beginning. The first days we started hanging out over Christmas Break are still such a vivid memory it feels like it all happened just yesterday. Us all hanging out at IHOP joking around making a huge ass mess, watching you try and do DDR at the bowling alley and you trying to get me to do it, both of us completely oblivious at the bowling alley that we were totally flirting with eachother, going to steak & shake and lightly bouncing my knee against yours, wondering why you hadn't moved or told me to stop and wishing you never would. Who would have thought we would be where we are now, literally cryign over the fact that we can't see eachother for a week, but that shows how much we love and need one another. I mss you so much babe. Time apart like this is actually a blessing in disguise, for all the pain associated with being away from eachother, it actually makes our feelings stronger. Now is when we realize how much we really need eachother and how much we love eachother. When we hug for the first time when you get back, it will release all the sadness with a simple touch. We won't ever want that little embrace to end and will be a hug filled with so much love, because in the absence of eachother, we really find how much we mean to one another. Ashley, i love you so much, i didn't even know i was capable of feelings like this, it feels surreal. I miss you so much, any time we don't spend together i dread. I hate our kisses goodbye because of what they say...goodbye. I don't ever want to say goodbye to you babe. Am i pathetic and pitiful right now...probably...am i missing you more than ever...yes...do i feel incomplete without you...yes...do i love you...more than the fucking world. You are everything to me, everything and more and i can't imagine the rest of my life without you, and i don't even want to try and imagine that. You asked me if i belived we were soulmates, and i beleive that we are. We met eachother by chance, and yet we are perfect for eachother. Similar enough personalities to understand and stand eachother when noone else really can, and yet we have enough differences that we can still have thinkgs to learn about eachother and talk about. No matter what problems we have thrown in front of us, we will get through them, together. And anything we bring about ourselves we will still get through them together, because we are both spoiled only children who get what they want and stubborn enough to make the other realize what is right. We're meant for eachother babe, and we know it. "We both live for the day..." and that day will eventually come, we just have to get there. I love you babe, a lot... ...very a lot. I can't wait to hold you in my arms once again.

Love, Kyle.
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