this song reminds me of you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8IHFVn0sv14 this song reminds me of you, maybe because you shared it with me, but also because it almost reminds me of knowing you... I remember longing for you for so long,, and having thought that you where interested in me, even though you had a lot of guys on a string.. I remember years later talking to you through all of your pain from your ex, and I remember you telling me you loved me.. then all the crap that happen when I went back to Texas.. Perhaps it was all a misunderstanding, or perhaps my paranoia was real.. from my perspective,, all i could see is after I would announce on facebook i was going to dallas,, you posted that you where leaving dallas, severral times we where supposed to connect but we didn't. I know you where going through some shit at the time, but it really hurt I felt like i was doing the same song and dance at the church years ago,, when every time I would start to get close and feel a connection your darkerside came in and took you away... there was times when I was arround you that was pure magick,, and niot just because you are a wtich,, but becasue of how you made me feel.. i am sadden that hear a week or so after your birthday,, it has been a year since we have spoke.. it really sucks... Perhaps I ws selfish, maybe I didnt see the whole picture, I still don't... eiher way just know I miss you, and hate that you "banned" me from your life... hope you had a great birthday! you made this far!