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So my friend Christy got fired from work. Won't discuss the reasons here, its no one's business. But she's not taking it well (who would). We were all supposed to go out drinking tonight ironically, I have a feeling she'll be drinking but it will be a lot more than originally intended. I think I was invited about a week ago when she first decided but today has thrown a lot of things off so I'm not sure, besides nothing was set in stone (time/place). She said she'd call me later today to talk, after all I want to be there for her however I can. But its getting really late and I haven't gotten a call. I sent her friend a text (whom i think she would be with all day considering her state) but i got no reply. Feeling a bit more bold (but still worried about intruding on something) I sent Christy herself a text. I got no reply. I can't just go 'see' them becaues they live a half-hour away. Even if i assumed where they were going to drink (which i don't really know) and assumed that I knew i was invited (she might want some alone time) THAT place would be a half hour away too so I could end up making an hour drive for nothing at 9:30 at night.
But i'm so worried for her right now that I can't concentrate on anything. Earlier, I ended up taking a nap because I just couldn't put myself to doing anything. If she's devastated, I'm just about as devastated. I feel so horrible and bad for her and I wish there was something I could do to help. Additionally, I'm worried that there is something wrong right now and between worrying about her for the future and worrying about her state now I'm a wreck. I'm tempted to call her but I might wait until later tonight. Maybe she took a nap too, and is trying to sleep off some pain. But something in my gut tells me thats wrong and I don't have anyone online right now I can ask for advice on what to do :-( I'm so so worried right now. But I don't even know if its warranted.
Please christy be ok...
PS One last thing. I'm worried that not showing up (for whatever she did or did not decided to do) is gonna make it seem like I don't care. But I don't know if anyone knew that I didn't know where they were going to have it originally anyway. And since no one is getting back to me I have no one to check that with. More worries and sadnes :-(
But i'm so worried for her right now that I can't concentrate on anything. Earlier, I ended up taking a nap because I just couldn't put myself to doing anything. If she's devastated, I'm just about as devastated. I feel so horrible and bad for her and I wish there was something I could do to help. Additionally, I'm worried that there is something wrong right now and between worrying about her for the future and worrying about her state now I'm a wreck. I'm tempted to call her but I might wait until later tonight. Maybe she took a nap too, and is trying to sleep off some pain. But something in my gut tells me thats wrong and I don't have anyone online right now I can ask for advice on what to do :-( I'm so so worried right now. But I don't even know if its warranted.
Please christy be ok...
PS One last thing. I'm worried that not showing up (for whatever she did or did not decided to do) is gonna make it seem like I don't care. But I don't know if anyone knew that I didn't know where they were going to have it originally anyway. And since no one is getting back to me I have no one to check that with. More worries and sadnes :-(