FOUND: Merthur AU - where Merlin is an artist

[justhere1971]

So several years ago read this fic, where Arthur and Merlin are best friends, but Arthur is with Gwen? At Merlin's opening exhibition, Arthur kisses him. Eventually, Gwen/Arthur are married. Pining, LOTS of angst - mostly I just remember the vague kissing scene which was insanely hot (to me at least). Any idea? I realize I am not describing this well at all, I just hope someone remembers something.

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