Looking for fics
Hi! I'm not sure how this got into my head, but I would like to read fics, where Merlin is actually a rape child (it's horrible, I know, but I hope someone wrote something dealing with this), but preferably not with Balinor doing the raping (though I'll take anything). (#1)
Also, I would love it if anyone could recommend any fics that deal with Merlin being a "bastard" (as Balinor wasn't around). (#2)
And last but not least, I would be grateful if anyone knows any fics where Merlin doesn't have enough food (closer to the medieval reality, rather than the knights "fooling around" taking the food etc.) in Ealdor/Camelot/wherever. And I would be ETERNALLY grateful if he prostituted himself for it (or basically anything). (I have already read An Unshakeable Desire, several times). (#3)
I will be glad for any recs, thank you. :)
Also, I would love it if anyone could recommend any fics that deal with Merlin being a "bastard" (as Balinor wasn't around). (#2)
And last but not least, I would be grateful if anyone knows any fics where Merlin doesn't have enough food (closer to the medieval reality, rather than the knights "fooling around" taking the food etc.) in Ealdor/Camelot/wherever. And I would be ETERNALLY grateful if he prostituted himself for it (or basically anything). (I have already read An Unshakeable Desire, several times). (#3)
I will be glad for any recs, thank you. :)