looking for a specific dark!arthur fic
There was this oneshot feauturing a look into arthur's dark thoughts, where he secretly hates Merlin but pretends to like him. Like, he's jealous of Merlin's popularity, his slim fingers compared to his thick fingers, how he wants to crush his fingers and hurt Merlin and make him cry, do bad things to him, ruin him. It was very dark, but only his thoughts. I don't think there was any dialogue. I think he thought of hurting some of his knights too. I think this oneshot was on kink! me and as an answer to the prompt 'arthur hates merlin'.