Feb 20, 2010 03:49
I know this sounds pathetic, but maybe if I throw it out into the world it will sometime soon come true.
I've never had a girlfriend longer than 2 months in person, long distance I can do for a long time but it gets too hard and eventually comes to and end.
I want a girl who likes being with me because I am me. Who I can go to Lick with and just be with.
I am so sick of just trying to pick up girls.
I want a girl who, after I throw a party at my house will be the person to just stay at my house with me.
Sure I would love to have sex on a somewhat regular basis, but I love cuddling and hand holding more than that sometimes.
I just want to BE, and BE Happy and in love.
I seriously feel like I have missed a few days of high school or something because I have never really had this.
I was seeing someone a few weeks ago for a little bit but I got stood up, and apparently never talked too again.
I'm over that, I just want someone real and wonderful.
Maybe someday, I am just putting it out in the world.