Senior Year has started...
and I'm already tired of it. I am doing everything I possibly can to get into the school of my choice. and it's so fucking stressful. I don't know why I'm volunteering for everything and doing soo many activity leadership things when I know I'm spreading myself too thin. The only thing I'm looking forward to is this Christmas in Japan with my Japanese family. No dealing with my family for 2 weeks. No drama, nothing but trying to reconnect with my heritage and remembering how to speak my once fluent first language. -__-
Well, today is my brother's birthday, and like the loving sister I am, i totally forgot. I even messed up his cake on accident...ehem...(the frosting was too thick so I kinda took the top layer of cake off trying to spread it). Awww, 15 and he's worried about all the things I was worried about at his age. It's hilarious watching the stages i had gone through...his rebelion against my parents, worrying about acne, thinking about the opposite sex (though I don't want to think about this for Kelly). I DON'T miss those awkward phases but it just makes me feel so much older...and kinda sad that my new life as an independent(well, more so than now) adult will start in less than a year.
Gah, Macro test tomorrow. I'm kinda nervous cuz it's the first test of my year. It determines how I'll do. I just have to work my ass off this semester and then I can get my senioritis going. Until AP tests that is....I think I'll take 2 or 3. Depending if I suck at Stats.
Speaking of school, I guess I should study. -__-
Where did my summer go?
Marie
Well, today is my brother's birthday, and like the loving sister I am, i totally forgot. I even messed up his cake on accident...ehem...(the frosting was too thick so I kinda took the top layer of cake off trying to spread it). Awww, 15 and he's worried about all the things I was worried about at his age. It's hilarious watching the stages i had gone through...his rebelion against my parents, worrying about acne, thinking about the opposite sex (though I don't want to think about this for Kelly). I DON'T miss those awkward phases but it just makes me feel so much older...and kinda sad that my new life as an independent(well, more so than now) adult will start in less than a year.
Gah, Macro test tomorrow. I'm kinda nervous cuz it's the first test of my year. It determines how I'll do. I just have to work my ass off this semester and then I can get my senioritis going. Until AP tests that is....I think I'll take 2 or 3. Depending if I suck at Stats.
Speaking of school, I guess I should study. -__-
Where did my summer go?
Marie