argh
Something has to change. I don't like myself right now. I feel dull and lifeless. I can't even talk to my friends online without bogging them down with my mopeyness. I wish there was something I could do to fix it, I've been to a therapist before, but that just makes me more upset. I would work, but no one want to hire me for my skills that I have acquired they just want me for my man power. I don't know anyone where I'm at right now so I have zero live social interaction and my parents make me feel about 12. I'm hoping I get hit in the head with something that knocks me out and puts me in a coma till august when I can come back to Clarksville.