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You said I was being mature. I wasn't really.
I knew with a certainty, before the thought had ever been formed that if I let my anger take hold of me I would not survive.
When I thought we were together, or at least could be together, you were a sunny day.. Allerton Park in Autumn. I knew that for us to be just friends would be overcast... The sunshine barely visible and always obscured.
The time I took to think about it all was well worth it.
Before I met you, I had no daylight at all. My life was the night with no moon to speak of. All I had to guide me were the few and far between stars, my memories. I know that I could not go back to this...
And to sever the ties, destroying the friendship that is there, just because you could not care for or about me in the way that I had hoped would have been even worse. It would have been my night sky combined with those clouds. Pitch black, I would be empty.
Thank you for being my friend and, even on my cloudy days, there's always the chance of a rainbow...
"Don't be sad when it's over, be happy it happened."
I knew with a certainty, before the thought had ever been formed that if I let my anger take hold of me I would not survive.
When I thought we were together, or at least could be together, you were a sunny day.. Allerton Park in Autumn. I knew that for us to be just friends would be overcast... The sunshine barely visible and always obscured.
The time I took to think about it all was well worth it.
Before I met you, I had no daylight at all. My life was the night with no moon to speak of. All I had to guide me were the few and far between stars, my memories. I know that I could not go back to this...
And to sever the ties, destroying the friendship that is there, just because you could not care for or about me in the way that I had hoped would have been even worse. It would have been my night sky combined with those clouds. Pitch black, I would be empty.
Thank you for being my friend and, even on my cloudy days, there's always the chance of a rainbow...
"Don't be sad when it's over, be happy it happened."