I Want This Too! A Jansis One-Shot for Nikki on her birthday
Jake was getting ready for bed when there was a knock at his front door. He knew straight away who is was and and why the person was there at this hour.
He walked over and unlocked the door and opened it to find a very messed up Van yet again in tears. No doubt he had walked in on his boyfriend screwing a stranger in their bed.
Neither one said anything as Van walked straight to the couch and Jake went to get the quilt, sheet, and pillow for him to use.
It killed Jake to see his friend like this, but unless Van realized just how wrong things were with Tyler, then this would continue.
“Van, I am sorry, but I have a really early appointment in the morning so I was heading to bed. You can watch TV if you want to.”
Van watched Jake go to bed. He grabbed the sheet and put it on the couch and then grabbed the Quilt and spread it on top before getting undressed and climbing in.
Jake lay in his bed, listening to Van. He could hear that he was still upset. Every bone in his body wanted to walk out there and take away the pain, but doing that was going to make things worse in so many ways. The only thing he could to was try to sleep.
What happened today finally opened his eyes to whom he was really living with. Yes, he knew that Tyler was sleeping around with guys, but he was always coming home to him at the end of the day.
But after what he walked in on today, the walls finally came down. He finally realized he had spent three years in a relationship with a guy who had said so many times to Van that he didn't believe in ''The ONE '' statement.
And if he was completely honest with himself he wasn't mad at Tyler for fucking some random guy, as usual. Oh no. What made it so wrong this time was that it was his best friend who had been visiting Van for a few days, and that he was fucking him in THEIR bed. The one thing Tyler had always promised was that it would never happen in their home, and especially not their bed..
Van's phone rang. He quickly picked it up so it wouldn't wake up Jake.
“So you and Jared are done fucking in our bed? No, I am not coming back. We are done. Not that it's any of your business, but yes I am at Jake's. Come on, Tyler! Yo u re just being stupid now. He's a friend, that's all. I cannot believe that you even said that! God, he's straight! And even if he wasn't straight and liked me in that way, I was with you and I don't cheat. I'm not the one screwing every guy that looks my way! No, I would never act on my feelings, because I was with you and I thought we were happy. How wrong was I! Loo, I will come by tomorrow and get my stuff while you're at work. Goodbye, Tyler.”
Jake couldn't believe what he had just heard from his best friend ,saying that yes he was into him but he would never act on it as he and Tyler were together. Every bone in his body was screaming at him to go out there to Van and tell him just how much he wanted be with him, but he couldn't be just a one night stand.
Twenty Minutes Later Jake felt the bed dip slightly. Jake didn't let Van know that he was awake. He just stayed quiet and enjoyed having Van laying on his bed this close.
“It would be so easy to be with you. I see it in our scenes as Luke and Noah, and I know w ecould be so happy together. Instead, I am such a fool to be with someone who isn't even into me enough to stay faithful.”
Jake rolled over so that he was facing him and taking a deep breath he decided that he was going to take control of his feelings and let Van know just how wrong he was about Jake not being into him.
“Van, I have wanted you for a very long time. God, I am so in love with you, but I was never going to tell you or act on my feelings because you seemed so happy with Tyler. I just tried to be happy as your friend, even though it got harder each day to be around you, especially when we I had to be Noah to your Luke, and not want to grab and kiss you for real. I was beginning to stop trusting myself around you, so I began to keep my distance more and more. I know I should have told you that I was gay from day one, but I just couldn't because I was afraid of being fired or being treated differently. But then, as I started to fall for you, I kept quiet because I didn't want to lose you as a friend. I just loved you from a distance.”
When Van didn't answer him straight away, he started to get worried, so he sat up and turned on the bedside lamp. He didn't know what to expect when he looked into Van's hazel eyes, but he never expected the reaction that he got from his best friend .
Once Jake had admitted the feelings he'd only acknowledged in his nightly dreams, everything seemed to just disappear and no one or nothing else mattered but Van and Jake.
Looking at Jake and knowing that there was only a sheet between him and the amazing body that he been thinking about for so long, suddenly Van wanted nothing but to make up for all that lost time. He slowly sat on Jake's lap and leaned forward toward his lips, giving him plenty of time to back away or push Van off his lap. Van needn't have worried. At first the kisses were tender and safe like the ones Luke and Noah shared on set, and it was nice. But once he felt and heard Jake being so into him, something finally snapped inside Van. Suddenly nothing and no one matter more than moving on with his real soul mate, starting from right now. He pulled back slightly from Jake to look into his beautiful blue eyes so Van could see his reaction to his words.
“I have always secretly wished that you would wake up one day and tell me that you were gay and that you wanted to be with me. For so long I have dreamed that I would be like this with you. Not Noah and not Tyler, but you. I have had feelings for you for a very long time, and if I'm very honest with the both of us, Jake,. I only stayed with Tyler and put up with his shit because if I couldn't have you, then I didn't want to be on my own. Jake, I knew what he was doing behind my back, but I just didn't care anymore. He had my body, but you had my heart and soul, Jake.”
Jake didn't speak with words but instead with his actions. Suddenly Van found himself underneath Jake's body and words weren't going to be needed.
Jake started to slowly kiss and lick and bite his way down his soon-to-be lover's body, slowly enjoying the sounds coming from Van.
Van's mind was turning to mush because currently his best friend and lover was going down on him and was squeezing his balls. Jake was sucking harder and faster, and soon Van was screaming at the top of his lungs as he came into Jake's mouth. Jake couldn't swallow or lick fast enough, so it was oozing all down his lips and mouth. Van tugged at Jake's hair and puled him up until they were face to face, then proceeded to lick away his own juices that were dripping from Jake' lips.
After some time Van put his hands onto Jake's chest and slightly pushed, needing some air and wanting to know if he had the needed supplies.
“Do you have what we need, Jake? Please say you do.”
Jake didn't say anything, but instead he climbed off the bed and went to the bathroom,. Van couldn't help but check out his back side as he walked away. As he waited, he couldn't believe that he was laying in Jake's bed and that he was completely naked and they were about to make love. He grabbed the pillow and placed under his bottom and opened his legs wider so that Jake could lay between then.
Jake nearly dropped the lube and condom box when he walked back into the room and saw Van laying on his bed naked with his legs opened for him and ready to go. Jake walked over to his love and crawled up between his legs still keeping his eyes locked with Van's.
As Jake Hovered above Van and looked straight into the beautiful hazel eyes, he spoke for the first time since Van had found out how he felt.
“Baby, from this moment on you will be loved and cherished like you are meant to be from your boyfriend. I promise to tell you every second of the morning, afternoon, and evening that you are wanted and loved and cherished by me. You are and always will be my world. And if you would allow me the honor, I would love to make love to you.”
Van couldn't speak as he was just speechless from Jake's words and he was tearing up so he nodded. While he laid there, Jake was so gentle with him. He poured the lube onto the first finger and slowly pushed the fingertip in slowly at first, but then he pushed it all the way in and then pulled it out only to push it in again. This time he moved the tip slightly in a different direction, hoping to find Van's sweet spot, which he did. After pushing in a few times with the one finger, he lubed up the second one, and then he slowly and carefully pushed both in, giving Van time to get used to the sensation.
“God, I love you! Make love to me, Jake!”
“Soon, Baby. I just need to get you ready.”
Jake, I am more than ready for yu, so please make me yours.”
Jake pulled on a condom, and poured some lube onto his cock, then ever so slowly he pushed in, taking his time to let Van get comfortable. When Van gave him the nod, he pulled out slowly and then pushed back inside, making sure to hit the spot every time. Jake was going to take his time and make sure that Van have never felt so loved and cherished. And if he had his way, Van would be Just as loved every day starting now. He slowly pulled out, only to thrust back in slower and deeper each time. Words weren't needed for the rest of the night, and Jake kept his promise that Van would feel cherished for the rest of their lives.