Trivial...
It seems so trivial compared to what other people are going through but it still hurts. A big part of my life is gone now. A part of my life for about 12 years gone... just gone. I don't care that he was a hateful, spiteful beast for most of his life I LOVED HIM and now he's gone. I can't believe I watched my dog die last night. I'm sure he waited for me to come home before he passed. I mean I just took him out for his afternoon walk and he just collapsed and couldn't get back up. He tried, he really did but he couldn't. And I watched him die. I saw the flicker of life fade from his eyes. I miss him so much already, I miss the comfort he gave me even if that was 8 years ago. I miss the comfort of that one night, he helped me so much. If for no other reason than that night I will always love him. Though I do still clearly remember the time he pissed on the tire of Jena's car. Gosh he was an evil thing at times, but I'm still going to miss him. R.I.P. Iolaus (Aka Yip). I just hope Lashana (my fuzzy orange meow machine{my cat}) will be ok. First her brother dieing around my birthday and now this. I really hopes she'll be ok even though she's rather alone now.