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Ok, this is my first rant in God knows how long.
I'm in a super depressed and angry mood at pretty much the world. I never realized it, but this whole dualism between indian friends and anime friends has really fucked me over year after year and this year I have to say has been the worst.
I am NOT having a birthday party this year. I know, I've got another two weeks to plan the damn thing, but I have my reasons.
I might sound selfish here, but remember, it is MY birthday party.
*I* want to go clubbing at a HIP HOP club because dancing is *MY* passion. I hate hearing my anime friends say "aw, a thug-dance?"
and it's because that's what I get from my friends that I'm too scared to even ask you guys to come That makes me pathetic, doesn't it.
Ok, so they don't like clubbing, fine with me. Let's have a party at my house! Oh wait, I'm sorry, my parents don't like people getting shit faced and hammered in my house, and because of THAT, because of that sole reason called alcohol, no one is gonna come, my party will indeed suck and be boring. I know that, you know that, and therefore no one will bother.
And here comes the rant about my indian friends.
They love dancing to hip hop just like me, and when I say "let's go clubbing" they say ok, let's do it and then last minute everyone fucking bails and comes up with some excuse like they "forgot" to ask their parents, they're too scared to ask or they just aren't allowed out late. Ok, not their fault, but some of them ARE allowed out BUT because someone else can't go, then they decide not to go and then no one comes.
This has happened so many fucking times I can't take it anymore.
So guess what ladies and gents, no birthday party for me this year, I'd rather be with my family, thank you very much.
- Aesees
I'm in a super depressed and angry mood at pretty much the world. I never realized it, but this whole dualism between indian friends and anime friends has really fucked me over year after year and this year I have to say has been the worst.
I am NOT having a birthday party this year. I know, I've got another two weeks to plan the damn thing, but I have my reasons.
I might sound selfish here, but remember, it is MY birthday party.
*I* want to go clubbing at a HIP HOP club because dancing is *MY* passion. I hate hearing my anime friends say "aw, a thug-dance?"
and it's because that's what I get from my friends that I'm too scared to even ask you guys to come That makes me pathetic, doesn't it.
Ok, so they don't like clubbing, fine with me. Let's have a party at my house! Oh wait, I'm sorry, my parents don't like people getting shit faced and hammered in my house, and because of THAT, because of that sole reason called alcohol, no one is gonna come, my party will indeed suck and be boring. I know that, you know that, and therefore no one will bother.
And here comes the rant about my indian friends.
They love dancing to hip hop just like me, and when I say "let's go clubbing" they say ok, let's do it and then last minute everyone fucking bails and comes up with some excuse like they "forgot" to ask their parents, they're too scared to ask or they just aren't allowed out late. Ok, not their fault, but some of them ARE allowed out BUT because someone else can't go, then they decide not to go and then no one comes.
This has happened so many fucking times I can't take it anymore.
So guess what ladies and gents, no birthday party for me this year, I'd rather be with my family, thank you very much.
- Aesees