a glorious evening...
originally written sometime during the summer of 2004
So I didn't even really want to leave my house this evening, as I was tired from the events of this weekend. But Meg really wanted something sweet to eat, as is usual for her on a sunday. So we met up at TGI Fridays to get our Brownie Obsession that we have always ordered whenever we go there. It was awesome because her and I had some great conversations. Its really sad that most people will never get to experience that side of Meg. But I guess thats what happens when most of the people you meet are empty souls who live in bars. Its sad though that people will take her for granted or only see her as the hot bartender. She has some very interesting things to say, and every single word of it is genuine... thats such a rare quality to find in people, and many times it is mistaken as rudeness. We just kept talking and when they eventually closed we went outside and sat in the back of my truck and smoked cigarettes. We then decided to go chill at her house for a bit and continue our conversations and surf myspace for a while. Her and I are two of a kind in the sense that we both really want a relationship at this point in our lives. Which is so strange to me because i've never actually said that to myself. I've never actually said "wow, I really want a girlfriend". But its true, I really do want one now. I'm not just ready for it, but I WANT it. She wants the same thing too, someone to just share a mutual care for. I hope she finds it, and I really wish more people could know meg on the level that I am so fortunate to know her on so they could find out how great she really is.
I'm so glad that meg and I are such good friends. Its good to have a female friend to give input on my own love-life, as well as give her input on problems in hers.
I love that girl. She truly is one of my best friends.
time for much needed sleeeeeeeeep
So I didn't even really want to leave my house this evening, as I was tired from the events of this weekend. But Meg really wanted something sweet to eat, as is usual for her on a sunday. So we met up at TGI Fridays to get our Brownie Obsession that we have always ordered whenever we go there. It was awesome because her and I had some great conversations. Its really sad that most people will never get to experience that side of Meg. But I guess thats what happens when most of the people you meet are empty souls who live in bars. Its sad though that people will take her for granted or only see her as the hot bartender. She has some very interesting things to say, and every single word of it is genuine... thats such a rare quality to find in people, and many times it is mistaken as rudeness. We just kept talking and when they eventually closed we went outside and sat in the back of my truck and smoked cigarettes. We then decided to go chill at her house for a bit and continue our conversations and surf myspace for a while. Her and I are two of a kind in the sense that we both really want a relationship at this point in our lives. Which is so strange to me because i've never actually said that to myself. I've never actually said "wow, I really want a girlfriend". But its true, I really do want one now. I'm not just ready for it, but I WANT it. She wants the same thing too, someone to just share a mutual care for. I hope she finds it, and I really wish more people could know meg on the level that I am so fortunate to know her on so they could find out how great she really is.
I'm so glad that meg and I are such good friends. Its good to have a female friend to give input on my own love-life, as well as give her input on problems in hers.
I love that girl. She truly is one of my best friends.
time for much needed sleeeeeeeeep