Jul 19, 2004 18:58
hello everyone nice to type to ya'll again. well i met abraham and we hit it off. here is a description of the "date." this was last monday i got back from COC and i gave him a call to see if he wanted to go out and do something, so we did. we met at a 7/11 for lack of a better meeting place but that doesn't matter. so we drove over to a gay bar in, i think, hollywood called The Lodge, it was real chill mainly because it was a monay night. it was pretty funny cuz it was bingo night and some drag queen by the name of rocky mountains was reading off the numbers. but we didn't play bingo we played pool. i was cool. he bought me a beer (just one you guys i didn't get drunk, and no he didn't put rufees in it). he's a really cool guy. there was flirting here and there which gives me the impression that he digs me and well i can say with no discretion that i like him. it's funny cuz he's my exact opposite but i think that's what i like about him. He's new and fresh with a personality that compliments him well. we ended the night like this.
we walked over to the cars and we were just talking about what we wanted to do next and i said i'm up for going anywhere, (and i no i didn't have sex on my mind). i seriously just wanted to get to know him better with his clothes on!!! but we decided to call it a night because we both had to work early in the morning. this is the instant that i regret till this day. we came in for what seemed to be a kiss but it ended with a hug and a holding of hands. and this is what really chaps my ass we both were going in for the kiss but i pulled away, I PULLED AWAY!!!!!!!!! damn i should have fucking kissed him. but good news to all we are going out again sometime this week, i'm going to call him and i will make it a point to kiss him this time. i can no longer stand this regret.
well until next time
love peace and chicken grease.
p.s. thanks all for the support