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i've dreamt about being with her for so long, and now it seems as though i could have her. but do i want that? do i want to actually be in a relationship with someone? is that something i'm still capable of? is this even worth worrying about? i know that if anything did happen between us i would make it move slowly and in increasing levels of definition. would i? do i have that kind of willpower? maybe we'll see, maybe we won't. i am tired of being alone, yet that is the only place that really feels comfortable and safe.
i want to be cooler than i am.
-(insert familiar name here)