waiting for class

[merkaba123]

i realized the other day that i am the worst person for me to have around. i always make excuses for myself and will always treat myself like an object...a little plaything for my ______ to play with(i do not know what to call this part of me that controls me). i also live in the past too much, as well as the future. i make plans which produce no fruit, and i live in memories i haven't had yet. it's called an illusion and it's what has taken over the greater part of my mind. i DO bullshit, and i don't bullshit about it.

whatever.

leave this place and find yourself in a new experience.

Fuck Your Pure Light