i try to recover from the lowdown you've given me
hello.
how are you all?
who's out there listening anyway?
well, if you're listening, i appreciate it. thank you.
i tried jamming on cello to Amy's cd last night. It just wasn't the same...at all. nostalgia hit me like a twista' and sent me into the land of oz, or in my case, my past. now, it didn't make me yearn for the past. i believe we all grow and move forward for the purpose of not going back to our old ways. that doesn't mean our future can't involve people of the past, but i'd rather not involve the old me. i'm very happy with the new me. so, when i looked into the past, it helped me understand what i want in the future. i came to realize that i'd only been truly in love once and i want that again. not necessarily with the same person, b/c we've both gone on our ways and i think he's so much happier today which is wonderful! he truly deserves the best and from what i hear, she's a real keeper. so, from many people's advice (including my own), i've stopped looking, but that doesn't mean i don't know what i'm wanting if it comes along my path once again. i'll know it when i feel it, i suppose. until then, i'll fondly remember the past and use it to help guide my future decisions.
has anyone else ever felt that?
iieeeeee, work time.
caio
how are you all?
who's out there listening anyway?
well, if you're listening, i appreciate it. thank you.
i tried jamming on cello to Amy's cd last night. It just wasn't the same...at all. nostalgia hit me like a twista' and sent me into the land of oz, or in my case, my past. now, it didn't make me yearn for the past. i believe we all grow and move forward for the purpose of not going back to our old ways. that doesn't mean our future can't involve people of the past, but i'd rather not involve the old me. i'm very happy with the new me. so, when i looked into the past, it helped me understand what i want in the future. i came to realize that i'd only been truly in love once and i want that again. not necessarily with the same person, b/c we've both gone on our ways and i think he's so much happier today which is wonderful! he truly deserves the best and from what i hear, she's a real keeper. so, from many people's advice (including my own), i've stopped looking, but that doesn't mean i don't know what i'm wanting if it comes along my path once again. i'll know it when i feel it, i suppose. until then, i'll fondly remember the past and use it to help guide my future decisions.
has anyone else ever felt that?
iieeeeee, work time.
caio