Mar 08, 2006 17:50
Wow, so I can feel this...thing coming at me. I am overcome with anticipation, for while this thing hinders my life and gnaws at me daily, I love it nonetheless.
Epic.
I need it and crave it. My hunger for it is completely insatiable. It just hit me. I want to be more.
I haven't felt this way since summer, but when it was with me it was all I could think of. I look back on the summer as one of my best times ever and so I greet this new wave of epic with joy and insistence that it live up to the last. I want to run around at night, trespass on a crazy person's land, make a pact, take a vow, I want to do everything I shouldn't, do something memorable, fall in love. I don't care what as long as it's epic. Passion alights in my eyes and i have a burning need for something more. Something slightly scandalous, a little bit dangerous, crazy and fun. I know i must sound like such a loony dork right now, but i don't even care. It's primal my need, and now that i have caught the scent, it will not let me go. I am chained my craving for it. Epic.