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Jun 12, 2005 22:05

I can't believe I have just one day left. I might not see some friends never again, I don't even want to think about it.
Today there was an "open house" at my house. A lot of people came and for each one of them some memories of past adventures came to my mind. Thanks for all of them and the wonderful presents, cards that I got. I had a good day, I was happy. This is just because I didn't really realize that it might have been the last time I would ever see some of those people. With some tears on my chicks, I'm realizing that now.
You know how when you live life fully you can be happy but also sad at the most you can be? With this I mean that I think this was one of the best years I have ever lived, it's unique and I'll always remember it. For this reason I'm going to be really sad too. However it was totally worth it coming here.
If I hadn't chose to do it probably I would have been living my old monotone life. I liked it cause I didn't have anything better to compare it to. It would have been an ordinary year of my life (if I were allowed to call it like that). I'm glad I came.
There was something melancholy and sweet in the air today.
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