stupid azul.... stupid

[merhiel]

*ghack* If there is a time in my life that I would love to kill my self is today. I know that this is not the first time. But today I did the most stupid thing that I a human being could do!!! rawr I hate myself. I forget his birthday for heavensake. HIS birthday, now isn't that something stupid. And my Kiriban for him is only 1/4 finished, damn and his birthday is today. TODAY goddamnit... now how in hell will I finish it.....
aaaaarrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!