Nov 22, 2005 01:52
I need help, I know I do. But now I need that, nobody comes to for my rescue. All of them are busy doing things I dont even know of.
I'm in big trouble as far as I know. I'm in the vestige of falling down from the place I worked hard to achieve. I dont mind falling, just as I know I deserve the fall.
And now I will get repriminded, for a thing I didnt do. Will he even help me to correct that mistake? or will someone come and comfort me.
As of now I'm very upset, frustrated even. I'm afraid too, I guess. Where are my guildsmate when I need them? I try to go online ,but not a single soul was there. Tried to use Y.M no one is available. Tried to call them, all of them are not home. I'm thinking to go to mega mall, hoping that I might stumble with who ever I know. But I guess that I will feel even more pathetic, that I am feeling right now.
Heck, I will even talk to j-kun or tainted. I will not even care if all they do is talk about games or any rubish things they usually talk about. I just need someone to talk to.
The Bridge of sighs, will crumble I know it will. And if that happens I dont know what I should do.
Where are you guys? Will you ever hear this unabashed plea?