Weird Day!
I was strolling at UST just today... and guess what? when I entered the church there was this girl that looks like jhezzyca, at that moment two things startled me...
One is I was thinking that jhezzyca was inside a church without me dragging her alone...
Two is that I was in the vestige of tapping her shoulder and make her acknowldge my presence, when I vowed to myself that I would never ever talk to her again since that day. It was really surprising that I thought back then about doing that. Shoot I'm not making any sense >.< , my mind is still deranged
But the bottom line is I'm not sure if she was jhezzyca, coz I didn't tapped the girl's shoulder. I didn't do anything to make sure that she was indeed jhezzyca...
I wonder why hesitated at that time. Do I still hate her because hurted me in most painful way? Or was I simply afraid that I wouldn't be able to speak a single word to her. Well I guess that was it I was scared that I could not deliver all the words that I was able to lament on Sheb during those times that I was so angry at her.
I wish I could stop thinking if that girl is jhezz
but I couldnt
One is I was thinking that jhezzyca was inside a church without me dragging her alone...
Two is that I was in the vestige of tapping her shoulder and make her acknowldge my presence, when I vowed to myself that I would never ever talk to her again since that day. It was really surprising that I thought back then about doing that. Shoot I'm not making any sense >.< , my mind is still deranged
But the bottom line is I'm not sure if she was jhezzyca, coz I didn't tapped the girl's shoulder. I didn't do anything to make sure that she was indeed jhezzyca...
I wonder why hesitated at that time. Do I still hate her because hurted me in most painful way? Or was I simply afraid that I wouldn't be able to speak a single word to her. Well I guess that was it I was scared that I could not deliver all the words that I was able to lament on Sheb during those times that I was so angry at her.
I wish I could stop thinking if that girl is jhezz
but I couldnt