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Reading
books about trees and celtic knotwork, people's faces, signs and omens, school papers, lj, about shamanic dreaming, with glasses now
Watching
my children grow, my plants grow & seasons change, birds, sharp light at sunset, Emma's turtle hop into the water when I walk by, Stargate Atlantis
Listening
to birds sing, kids play, squirrel chattering at the cat, kids fight, mental chatter & self talk, Sarah Slean, Amelie sndtrk, Iron Man sndtrk, history & discovery channel while I paint
Thinking
too much but some productive, in pictures, trying to avoid depressed bias, trying to not be jealous of so many bad artists who sell successfully, of what to paint/draw next
Wishing
I don't have many wishes, hmm ...that the house was clean and organized all the time, that the Rx bill in my family wasn't approx 1000 a month, that I had nice hands, that I had more courage/positive attitude (that should be possible but eludes me), that I wouldn't feel constant low-level anxiety
Hoping
I will meet my goals, my children will find their own success and joy in life, I find a successful lucrative direction in my art endeavors, Rebecca gets better soon, My father overcomes the fear and pain of esophageal cancer, I leave limbo soon