And so you're back
I'd lie and say that not much has been going on, but that's far from the truth. The past month and a half has been physically and mentally exhausting. Were it not for the help of some very amazing people on Plurk and in real life, I'd probably be hospitalized at this point. My last post date was the start of a horrific depressive flare for reasons I don't feel like explaining all over again. Suffice it to say that a lot of old issues about myself and sex have been dredged to the surface and I both know I need to deal with them and I'm terrified of it at the same time. I ended up dropping Amat and I'm slowly coming back from dropping everything sexual in fantasyland while awkwardly handling it in reality.
School-wise, I ended up dropping Intro to Anthro because I'd missed too many classes, but my other three went well and I should get at least 1 A out of the bunch.
My physical health is in the gutter, to a degree that nobody can figure out what is wrong, so I'm in constant horrible abdominal and pelvic pain that gets worse whenever I lie down, I'm scared because of that, and frustrated that a cause can't be found. My mom, sister, and stepdad have been sick and whatnot too. Fuck my life.
Things with Met are a bit uneven at times, but in a way that's nice because we actually work through things rather than just ignore issues forever like part relationships have involved.
Umm...I dunno what else to add here right now. Ask questions if you wanna get caught up on other things, I guess.
School-wise, I ended up dropping Intro to Anthro because I'd missed too many classes, but my other three went well and I should get at least 1 A out of the bunch.
My physical health is in the gutter, to a degree that nobody can figure out what is wrong, so I'm in constant horrible abdominal and pelvic pain that gets worse whenever I lie down, I'm scared because of that, and frustrated that a cause can't be found. My mom, sister, and stepdad have been sick and whatnot too. Fuck my life.
Things with Met are a bit uneven at times, but in a way that's nice because we actually work through things rather than just ignore issues forever like part relationships have involved.
Umm...I dunno what else to add here right now. Ask questions if you wanna get caught up on other things, I guess.