tears

[merememories]

well it happened just like everyone thought it would aND YES I KNOW ITS MY FAULT I JUST AM GIVING UP ON EVERYTHING GOOD BYE TO ALL OF YOU WELL PEOPLE THAT ONCE CARED I AM DONE WITH IT

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hitting rock bottom never felt so good

[brkenerthangel]

No body hates you...people can be disappointed but that only means they love you..if they hated you ..they wouldnt care...i know your in a very hard plac right now and i now that because i was going down the same path..we all were..and some of us still are... you have to hit rock bottom before you can come up...i am living proof that it can get better...ill let you in on a little secret...we had fun..we did drugs..life was fast and fun and never ending good times..but it was all very bad for us! People like you and me are not the type of people to just be told what to do and how to live. We are creative... we are fun and we are very curious. I am not going to aplogize for my drug habits and you dont have to either as long as you learn from them. It is not going to be easy. It has been 4 months since i did skittles and i think about them at least once a day. I want to do them but the cravings go away after a while. Life gets better...it does! You just have to want it to. I know sometimes drowning in your sarrow seems happier then trying to get better. Cutting your arms up becomes fun after a while because your mind is clowed by pain...but once you realize just exactly how depressed and messed up all the drugs ect have made you...thats when you have hit rock bottom and a deeper depression sets in..but you can make it all better by just trying...think about the future and how long we all want you to live and how even though you may not have the picture perfect family...we dont have the picture perfect family...thats why we are family and we love you...and we want you to get better.