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day 2 and nothing have i consumed i hurt everywhere my heart is still attached to him and i feel like i have lost him i can just see it now
right now if i was there he would being leaving to go to work and i would be laying there complaining on how i want him to stay and he would be saying i love you baby i know i want to stay home as well and kissing me goodbye and i would say have a wonderful day i love you call me on your break and he would say no you call me i love you sweetheart have a good day i hope you feel better and eat something god damn it
but no that is not how it is i bet he kissed her goodbye and told her he loved her and she told him it back
i am so extremly sad i cant think aboput anything but him no anwser no call back no i love you no i miss you does he evn care about me now or has he given up jkust like danielle man i miss them so much i cant stop crying what am i suppose to do????
tears flow down my cheeks as i think of what could have been i am lost in my mind of twisting actions swirling emotions and unsaid thoughts
all i want is one more day in paradise
right now if i was there he would being leaving to go to work and i would be laying there complaining on how i want him to stay and he would be saying i love you baby i know i want to stay home as well and kissing me goodbye and i would say have a wonderful day i love you call me on your break and he would say no you call me i love you sweetheart have a good day i hope you feel better and eat something god damn it
but no that is not how it is i bet he kissed her goodbye and told her he loved her and she told him it back
i am so extremly sad i cant think aboput anything but him no anwser no call back no i love you no i miss you does he evn care about me now or has he given up jkust like danielle man i miss them so much i cant stop crying what am i suppose to do????
tears flow down my cheeks as i think of what could have been i am lost in my mind of twisting actions swirling emotions and unsaid thoughts
all i want is one more day in paradise