that's college. i guess.

[merelycraazy]

well..
*sigh*
i don't know what's wrong with me. stress? idk.
since i've been here i think i've cried a lot more than i have for a while.
things bother me that i don't want to bother me. i get jealous when i shouldn't.
i feel detached.
i think i'm a lot more insecure up here,somehow.
i want someone to talk to that will understand.
am i breaking down?
i'm sorry i depend on you so much. i need to depend on myself. i know. i'd do that more if i knew how.