...nothing...

[merella]

I looked into irc tonight, the first time in a very long while. Some may have wondered why I vanished. I simply needed to, it felt as if the site was a big part of what was drowning me. I didn't want to vanish from friends but I did anyway. Tonight I had to download the newest version to even get on the site. Boy has it changed and not sure it was for the better. I didn't find anyone I knew but wasn't sure if any of them would still be there anyway. Maybe if any of them see this, they may understand and forgive...

It's time to do something wild, transform into something new. The current me isn't happy and feels like time is running out.