a malenky bit poogly.
Oh ChinaChinaChina! whatchoo done to me. chewed me up and spat back out. that's wot. oh shits.
the delegation from Booker T. depresses me. the eyelids won't stay ope past ninetime.
beijing I have nothing to say to you.
beijing do you love me?
because I just feel so used sometimes.
Not that that's any phenomena in this city everything is used reused ten thousand times three billion well anyway even the awkward air feels like it was just exhaled from some Cosmic smoker's lungs, and that's okay but CHRIST!, i'm sick of folding up plastic bags so we can use them again.
sometimes I feel like i've grown up just enough to be ashamed of meredythrocks, but not nearly enough to suan shi wangpeng.
i find that my typing keeps degenerating into zhongwen.
i think i will go back to tulsa and you will all feel confused and a little betrayed.
well.
that's what happens.
and when I think about actually going back and realize how much time i have left here, which is something like maybe three months,i come crawling back saying OH BEIJING! let's do it again.
that's essentially all i have to say.
the delegation from Booker T. depresses me. the eyelids won't stay ope past ninetime.
beijing I have nothing to say to you.
beijing do you love me?
because I just feel so used sometimes.
Not that that's any phenomena in this city everything is used reused ten thousand times three billion well anyway even the awkward air feels like it was just exhaled from some Cosmic smoker's lungs, and that's okay but CHRIST!, i'm sick of folding up plastic bags so we can use them again.
sometimes I feel like i've grown up just enough to be ashamed of meredythrocks, but not nearly enough to suan shi wangpeng.
i find that my typing keeps degenerating into zhongwen.
i think i will go back to tulsa and you will all feel confused and a little betrayed.
well.
that's what happens.
and when I think about actually going back and realize how much time i have left here, which is something like maybe three months,i come crawling back saying OH BEIJING! let's do it again.
that's essentially all i have to say.