I can't do this anymore.

[meredith_wood]

Seriously. I'm staring at my open file and my mind is at war with itself.  I want to write but then I don't want to write. I know what I have to write but I can't seem to make my fingers do it. I'm aggravated at the world, disjointed, and totally out of place with myself.  I want to scream at anyone that comes near me. I want to crawl up in my bed and cry.

I know all I really need to do is bite the bullet and start typing, but for some reason I'm not listening to myself.