why does distance make us wise?
I should be reading right now... but I'm not. I'll do that later.
And Tuesdays/Thursdays are my favorite. No rehearsals, no seminar (although I like seminar, it just falls on my busiest day).. just English and my lesson.. MAJOR sanity check. I was afraid that when I came here I wouldn't like voice lessons as much and I'd be nervous singing for Dr. Hay twice a week... but I'm really not. And I love my lessons. Just like with Mr. Tom, I KNOW that Dr. Hay is being serious when she compliments me.. and it makes me want to work harder so I can keep getting those compliments... and that's exactly what I wanted. Feeling like I'm accomplishing something is awesome. And Dr. Hay isn't as intimidating as she seems if you don't know her.. which is a good thing.
The roommate situation... not working like I thought it might. At all. It sucks. She's never in the room, and even when she is, I don't like it bc I don't feel like I can really be myself. So... I just feel uncomfortable and somewhat lonely... I shouldn't feel that way in my own room. Like... I feel more at home in the music building (good thing bc I spend a lot of time in there) than I do in my room. I could be wrong, but something tells me that's not how it's supposed to work. Ergo... I'm moving out of this room either at the end of October or beginning of November and into a room with my good friend Lexi... who doesn't like her roommate either. It seems like kind of a long way away... but it'll come up fast.. hopefully.
The wedding that Wes and I sang in this past weekend went really well... and I got to go shopping which was lovely. I'm singing in another one in 2 weeks.. but it's in Columbia.
And I think I need to learn to NOT listen to music that is somewhat sad.. I love it, but my mind automatically jumps to my relationship status and I get depressed. And add that to the semi-loneliness brought on by my ghost-like roommate... it's not the best combination in the world. idk I'll get over it I guess. Anyway... I'm gonna go do something constructive. (..read..)
♥
And Tuesdays/Thursdays are my favorite. No rehearsals, no seminar (although I like seminar, it just falls on my busiest day).. just English and my lesson.. MAJOR sanity check. I was afraid that when I came here I wouldn't like voice lessons as much and I'd be nervous singing for Dr. Hay twice a week... but I'm really not. And I love my lessons. Just like with Mr. Tom, I KNOW that Dr. Hay is being serious when she compliments me.. and it makes me want to work harder so I can keep getting those compliments... and that's exactly what I wanted. Feeling like I'm accomplishing something is awesome. And Dr. Hay isn't as intimidating as she seems if you don't know her.. which is a good thing.
The roommate situation... not working like I thought it might. At all. It sucks. She's never in the room, and even when she is, I don't like it bc I don't feel like I can really be myself. So... I just feel uncomfortable and somewhat lonely... I shouldn't feel that way in my own room. Like... I feel more at home in the music building (good thing bc I spend a lot of time in there) than I do in my room. I could be wrong, but something tells me that's not how it's supposed to work. Ergo... I'm moving out of this room either at the end of October or beginning of November and into a room with my good friend Lexi... who doesn't like her roommate either. It seems like kind of a long way away... but it'll come up fast.. hopefully.
The wedding that Wes and I sang in this past weekend went really well... and I got to go shopping which was lovely. I'm singing in another one in 2 weeks.. but it's in Columbia.
And I think I need to learn to NOT listen to music that is somewhat sad.. I love it, but my mind automatically jumps to my relationship status and I get depressed. And add that to the semi-loneliness brought on by my ghost-like roommate... it's not the best combination in the world. idk I'll get over it I guess. Anyway... I'm gonna go do something constructive. (..read..)
♥