this is our emergency.

[mere_a_nona]

well its late. and i have an exam at 8 am. i shall soon go to bed. but today i got some news from my mom that i can have my old job back in summerville. so i will not be spending my summer here in sparklecity. The job wasn't the only thing that led to that decision of course. As i drove home from the B tonight i started thinking. my sister is gettin married next year. so this is my last summer... where i really have my sister. i can help with planning things as well hopefully. and my parents got the new house and what not, so it looks to be an eventful summer. I will of course keep my apartment in sparklecity and come up as often as i am needed. i dont know why but i feel like leaving this time will be a lot harder than it was last year. i really think God's testing me right now. there are things i cant talk about on my livejournal, but that are very close to my heart, and with God's help im hoping to make sense of it all. I liked Kevin's talk at the B tonight. its caused me to stop and think i feel i very much needed that. It seems everyone has found some kind of new beginning, and I think this summer will be mine.

salted hands, salted lashes, salted waves turned to ashes. please come down.