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huff puff, i wish i new what was going on in my life i really do i love kyle i love derek i love my friends and the more things i love the more i hate and get sad and involved in other peoples lives i cant stand haveing all these emotions its enough to make me want to go kill my self or maybe get arefrontal lobotomy i dont know jsut get me out of this place.
how can we stand to live in a world where someone can be born "Wrong"? its the stupidest thing just because someones brain is different we think that if we shovel pills down their throat they'll get better. even though they usually do it just pisses me off that people in the world can even think like that im appaled by how stupid society is now.
i hate people and the world and animals and rocks and dogs and ferns and keyboards
but
i love killain and sam and paula and kyle and gage and licking my fingers after i eat ribs and cutting my hair and eating strawberries in a shirt that isnt mine and pants that arent mine and sitting here typing and not even giving a shit what it says just typing and saying what i think.
i love being able to say what i think. thats why greem and ttaammaarrii phemora work for me. i can write anyhting down without first knowing that at some time someone, anyone is going to read it. if no one is reading it then i have absolutly no reason for writeing it i mean wheres the motivation. its like acting i cant get motivated to do that either unless i know that someone relaly cares about what im saying or doing at that ver moment.
ugh.
dishes call.
<33 trina
how can we stand to live in a world where someone can be born "Wrong"? its the stupidest thing just because someones brain is different we think that if we shovel pills down their throat they'll get better. even though they usually do it just pisses me off that people in the world can even think like that im appaled by how stupid society is now.
i hate people and the world and animals and rocks and dogs and ferns and keyboards
but
i love killain and sam and paula and kyle and gage and licking my fingers after i eat ribs and cutting my hair and eating strawberries in a shirt that isnt mine and pants that arent mine and sitting here typing and not even giving a shit what it says just typing and saying what i think.
i love being able to say what i think. thats why greem and ttaammaarrii phemora work for me. i can write anyhting down without first knowing that at some time someone, anyone is going to read it. if no one is reading it then i have absolutly no reason for writeing it i mean wheres the motivation. its like acting i cant get motivated to do that either unless i know that someone relaly cares about what im saying or doing at that ver moment.
ugh.
dishes call.
<33 trina