the Bart
san francisco was a blast
im glad teenie and i could share that before she lives there permantently, leaving me here in San Diego to rot.
i had a lot to think about on my trip (what with 14 hour train rides both ways)-- my trip, my future, my love life (argh) aaaand... nah. nothing profound was decided apon. or perhaps it was. Will i ever be special again? Will i ever be the leading lady? Or shall i remain replaced?
Im replacable, apparantly. ill try not to think about it.
ill let fate find me.
but i call the judes.
if you read this, three points to you, because sometimes a girl with a small case of depression and a large case of being lost in the world needs a bit of support.
at least now i know that.
im glad teenie and i could share that before she lives there permantently, leaving me here in San Diego to rot.
i had a lot to think about on my trip (what with 14 hour train rides both ways)-- my trip, my future, my love life (argh) aaaand... nah. nothing profound was decided apon. or perhaps it was. Will i ever be special again? Will i ever be the leading lady? Or shall i remain replaced?
Im replacable, apparantly. ill try not to think about it.
ill let fate find me.
but i call the judes.
if you read this, three points to you, because sometimes a girl with a small case of depression and a large case of being lost in the world needs a bit of support.
at least now i know that.