The Anniversary...

[mercysdaughter]

Yeah, the anniversary of Steve's death is comming up. I'm not really ready for it. I want everything to work out for his family, but I just don't know how to feel about the whole thing. I still have the slide show on my computer...that's really hard. I miss his kids a lot...they really are like my little brothers. I miss my friends in FL, but I think I'm finally settling in up here. It's been a long ride, but I'm feeling peace and I really have time to sit and think a lot. I don't need the tv and music blaring any more, I can hear my own thoughts and His words and not be hurt. I'm tired of death, but I still think one is brewing. I hate the idea of it, but I know the possibility is there. My grandparents close friend is in the hospital at like 94yrs old with heart trouble. It's not looking good, but I'm praying for her. I'm praying that God will let her outlast my g-ma because I don't know how she will handle it. She's really lost in her alseimers. I wish she could be better, but right now, she's fading in and out daily. I don't know if it's a selfish prayer, but it's the one I've got.
Maria is doing well, for all those who have asked after her! She misses you all dearly but she works A TON! I can barely keep up with her, and I live here! lol Well, I better get going and take a shower and hit the hay. She's got an early morning though so I better be quiet while I do she's been asleep for a while already. Please pray for me, a lot more is going on right now, and I'm pretty tapped out. I love you all and God bless you now and always!
~Your Mina~