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Sorry I've neglected you for so long LJ. I could say I've been busy with work and life, but then I'd just be lying to you.
I think I've come to you tonight for comfort. I don't really have anyone else to talk to about this kind of stuff. Of course I have my two wonderful girls, but sometimes I don't think they'd fully understand or care all that much. This has just been kind of a personal struggle for years with me. I dont want to bother them with it.
For the past year or so now, I keep getting these reoccurring feelings. I can't seem to let them go no matter how hard I try. I want to forget about you, but then again, I want to remember you for as long as I possibly can. I've never honestly been able to say to someone (a guy perferably) that I love them with all of my heart.
If I could tell you something right now, I'd let you know that I still think about you. Almost everyday. I still feel like youre my best friend and I still, and will for a long time, always love you.
"For you they'll be no more crying
For you the sun will be shining
Cause I feel that when I'm with you
So right
I know it's right
To you I would give the world
To you I'll never be cold
Cause I feel that when I'm with you
So right
I know it's right
And the songbirds are singing like they know this chorus
And I love you, I love you, I love you
Like never before
And I wish you all the love in the world
But most of all I wish it for myself
And the songbirds are singing like they know this chorus
And I love you, I love you, I love you
Like never before
Like never before
Like never before
Like never before"
I think I've come to you tonight for comfort. I don't really have anyone else to talk to about this kind of stuff. Of course I have my two wonderful girls, but sometimes I don't think they'd fully understand or care all that much. This has just been kind of a personal struggle for years with me. I dont want to bother them with it.
For the past year or so now, I keep getting these reoccurring feelings. I can't seem to let them go no matter how hard I try. I want to forget about you, but then again, I want to remember you for as long as I possibly can. I've never honestly been able to say to someone (a guy perferably) that I love them with all of my heart.
If I could tell you something right now, I'd let you know that I still think about you. Almost everyday. I still feel like youre my best friend and I still, and will for a long time, always love you.
"For you they'll be no more crying
For you the sun will be shining
Cause I feel that when I'm with you
So right
I know it's right
To you I would give the world
To you I'll never be cold
Cause I feel that when I'm with you
So right
I know it's right
And the songbirds are singing like they know this chorus
And I love you, I love you, I love you
Like never before
And I wish you all the love in the world
But most of all I wish it for myself
And the songbirds are singing like they know this chorus
And I love you, I love you, I love you
Like never before
Like never before
Like never before
Like never before"