Jan 10, 2006 17:15
sooo sunday night was amazing!!We had a youth service that was just unbelievable!! We had our "krunk" moments where we just jammed!! then we had our moments where we just worshiped!! and it was awesome to see people put aside their pride and their "I'm too cool for Jesus" attitude and truly just praise God!! AS soon as we started singing it was like there was a "heaviness" lifted from the room!! I love God And I look forward to more Youth services like that!!
Now on a sad note... My aunt died a few days ago!! And truthfully I didn't thimk I'd be soo emotional about it. I know that she wouldn't want me to be all depressed,she believed that depression is a tool the devil uses to keep us bound!! But one thing about her that I'll always hold on to is her absolute love and fear of God!!She was never ashamed to tell anyone about his love, mercy and his overall kindness. Her last words before she died were "blessed are they that die in the lord" my hope is to live the life she lived and not to care what ppl say or think about me but to hold on to God!! because I've come to a point in my life where ppl dont matter to me as much as they used!! I only care about what god and the plans he has for my life!!