life is pretty fucking fabulous.
so i go to this camp not knowing what to expect at all and i find something that has changed me for the rest of my life. i gotta say i feel like it was meant to be. i've met so many awesome people there who i feel like i've known all my life. not to mention the fact that i have to look after people who all sorts of bizzare disorders. the campers are fantastic (for the most part). the place is fantastic (tucked in the woods -- it is so beautiful just to walk around the campus and at night you can see the stars). the people i work with are fantastic. there are always going to be a few assholes but shit if i'm cool with 17 out of 20 of the staff that is a damn big achievement. it's like this staff was meant to be! oh i am just content in my life right now. the job is so damn HARD sometimes i just want to break down and cry but it all seems worth it. there are so many campers with super bright personalities that just make me laugh my ass off. of course there are some campers that make me want to cry because they were beaten into the way they are and the facilites they live in couldn't possibly watch them 24 hours a day. some of these people need constant supervision. fuck it's crazy and i don't even know what else to say about. what a hellavua summer dude.