I can't do this alone
first.. i want to say thank you for the support. it means so much when people actually care. and i appreciate it sooo much. u guys seriously rawk my socks <3
well.. nothing really happend. my mom said she wanted all of us to sit down and talk about things. but i've been such a pussy. i'm afraid she's going to start her bull shit. i haven't heard her degrade me in 3 months. i know things have a possibility of getting better if i just grow some balls and talk to her. And there are soo many times that i wanted to walk up to her and just hug her, but i ran to my room and cried instead. maybe i'm just not ready. the letter was different because there weren't any words to exchange. perhaps soon. perhaps never. tune in...
i went to all my classes this week. Even if i decided to leave early.. at least graced everyone with my presence. ooh.. so i seriously cheated on my astronomy test today. my professor doesn't even give a shit about teaching us. some dude who was sitting a row away from me came and sat next to me and gave me some answers. I ended up getting a 92 for a test that I knew none of the answers to. haa haa.. SCORE!
work is beginning to really irritate me. UCK... enough said. i am so stoked that the weekend is here. my parents are going away... woot!
i'm sleepy.. nite nite <3
You can laugh
A spineless laugh
We hope your rules and wisdom choke you
Now we are one in everlasting peace
well.. nothing really happend. my mom said she wanted all of us to sit down and talk about things. but i've been such a pussy. i'm afraid she's going to start her bull shit. i haven't heard her degrade me in 3 months. i know things have a possibility of getting better if i just grow some balls and talk to her. And there are soo many times that i wanted to walk up to her and just hug her, but i ran to my room and cried instead. maybe i'm just not ready. the letter was different because there weren't any words to exchange. perhaps soon. perhaps never. tune in...
i went to all my classes this week. Even if i decided to leave early.. at least graced everyone with my presence. ooh.. so i seriously cheated on my astronomy test today. my professor doesn't even give a shit about teaching us. some dude who was sitting a row away from me came and sat next to me and gave me some answers. I ended up getting a 92 for a test that I knew none of the answers to. haa haa.. SCORE!
work is beginning to really irritate me. UCK... enough said. i am so stoked that the weekend is here. my parents are going away... woot!
i'm sleepy.. nite nite <3
You can laugh
A spineless laugh
We hope your rules and wisdom choke you
Now we are one in everlasting peace