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Update for those who are reading. I haven't been here for a month yet, but I'm starting to get pretty bored with life here. I'm quite positive that after 9 months of living here, something is going to have to change in the way things are working, maybe sooner. School is fine, infact school is about the only thing of interest in my entire life here. Despite being in a city filled with tons and intersting things to do, the simple fact is...those things don't interest me. Live music, liberal news papers, festivals, clubs, beer...these are NOT the interests of my life...and I guess just never will be.
I knew this wasn't the town for me, but I guess I thought things would work out with school. I figured I'd be busy with school and trying to make it...it turns out it's not that much harder than it was before and I'm getting pretty bored pretty fast. This coupled with that feeling that I'm just wasting time. I want to get into a field I love and GO...I want to bypass this shit. The "best years of your life" or whatever they say is really bullshit. The best years of my life will be where I'm happy and not depressed, bored, and tired all the time. Where I don't feel like a zombie and I have people around me who I love all the time.
I'm just going to say it. This place sucks, I always maintained that it would, but it sucks more than I thought it would...
Oh well, back to my regularly scheduled program...time to go to sleep and then get up in the morning and go to work...err school...whatever.
-Rob
I knew this wasn't the town for me, but I guess I thought things would work out with school. I figured I'd be busy with school and trying to make it...it turns out it's not that much harder than it was before and I'm getting pretty bored pretty fast. This coupled with that feeling that I'm just wasting time. I want to get into a field I love and GO...I want to bypass this shit. The "best years of your life" or whatever they say is really bullshit. The best years of my life will be where I'm happy and not depressed, bored, and tired all the time. Where I don't feel like a zombie and I have people around me who I love all the time.
I'm just going to say it. This place sucks, I always maintained that it would, but it sucks more than I thought it would...
Oh well, back to my regularly scheduled program...time to go to sleep and then get up in the morning and go to work...err school...whatever.
-Rob