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So life has been with some unexpected surprises and definitely some changes. i can't say that i'm not satisfied with these, because in all actuality, i am. everyday has been great. i just accepting everyday as it comes. although, i have to admit this summer has not been the summer i expected it to be. but the cool part is.. 1. i got a job 2. my family and i are growing closer 3. i've been really motivated to create my own music 4. i've made amazing friends and have realized who are the people i can truly call my familia.
it's been a little weird because i haven't really seen most people for about 2 months.. i kind have wandered out of the typical high school groups and decided to get focused on life and continue getting to know the person i am, and start setting goals for my future. i'd have to say, "Gosh, Steph.. that was a good idea" because seriously, in the beggining i hated knowing my friends were out and i wasn't. but now that i look. they are doing the same thing EVERY SINGLE WEEKEND.. getting drunk off their behinds, in and out of relationships, putting themselves down because they see nothing more for their lives, trying to hard to aim for what is the standard of perfection.
Why can't they see how beautiful and valuable they are?
well, for one thing. i want people to realize.. teenagers most of all..
don't give into that crap they call COOL.
because in the end you turn out to being a moron just like everyone else.
(i know that sounded a little harsh, but trust me.. i heard people say worse about those groups of people)
BE YOURSELF.
DO WHAT YOU LOVE, NOT WHAT THEY LOVE.
if you don't knoo what you love.. then you need some alone time.
LOVE PEOPLE & HAVE COMPASSION.
meaning, don't let your friends go down the wrong path. you as their friend should hold them accountable, and protect the just like you promised when you became friends.
you're beautiful as you are... inside and out. don't let others me you feel lower than them.
it's been a little weird because i haven't really seen most people for about 2 months.. i kind have wandered out of the typical high school groups and decided to get focused on life and continue getting to know the person i am, and start setting goals for my future. i'd have to say, "Gosh, Steph.. that was a good idea" because seriously, in the beggining i hated knowing my friends were out and i wasn't. but now that i look. they are doing the same thing EVERY SINGLE WEEKEND.. getting drunk off their behinds, in and out of relationships, putting themselves down because they see nothing more for their lives, trying to hard to aim for what is the standard of perfection.
Why can't they see how beautiful and valuable they are?
well, for one thing. i want people to realize.. teenagers most of all..
don't give into that crap they call COOL.
because in the end you turn out to being a moron just like everyone else.
(i know that sounded a little harsh, but trust me.. i heard people say worse about those groups of people)
BE YOURSELF.
DO WHAT YOU LOVE, NOT WHAT THEY LOVE.
if you don't knoo what you love.. then you need some alone time.
LOVE PEOPLE & HAVE COMPASSION.
meaning, don't let your friends go down the wrong path. you as their friend should hold them accountable, and protect the just like you promised when you became friends.
you're beautiful as you are... inside and out. don't let others me you feel lower than them.