Am I Okay?
So I wrote this interesting BLOG on myspace yesterday. i would've posted it here but myspace is blocked from my school.
CHECK IT RIGHT HEEEERREEE.
So, lately I've been having to deal with a lot of people asking me if I'm ok. Every night on the way home my dad asks me in the car if I'm ok. He says it really worried. I sit in there car, not really saying much only because I have nothing to say. He says I seem upset or dissappointed. what?
A few other people asked me that too over the last couple of days. I turned them down with a smile and a nod "yeeep, I am fine".
I walked into class this morning. Sat down at my computer. Waited for my comp to load. My friend Julie says hey (yeah bunny, i know you're gonna read this.) and I say hello back. She asks if I'm ok. I tell her, "Yeah, I'm fine". It's been bothering the heck out of me that everyone is asking me if I'm doing ok. So, I ask her, "I'm perfectly fine.. Do i seem different for some reason because I've been getting that question a lot lately." She replied with "I don't know you just seem upset about something". "No I'm not really mad, I just don't say much" I said. She plainy breaks it down for me, "You're just not yourself lately. Not the usual giddy and happy Steph'.
So I'm analyzing.
What the heck? Me? Mad? SINCE WHEN?
1. I have been staying quiet lately. It's weird, usually I'm one of the loud mouths but lately I've been to myself. (How odd. I didn't think others would notice.)
2. I prefer to write and create art when I am home. Not kill time on myspace or AIM.
3. I spend time with Matt, Summer and Krystal. - hardly anyone else. maybe my strive leader Sarah cuz she's a cool 20 year old ninja (totally kidding about the ninja part.)
4. I want to be home more.
5. I've given up on calling people.
6. I sleep more than usually.
7. I don't plan weekends anymore. lame.
I need a good local show to come around :[
CHECK IT RIGHT HEEEERREEE.
So, lately I've been having to deal with a lot of people asking me if I'm ok. Every night on the way home my dad asks me in the car if I'm ok. He says it really worried. I sit in there car, not really saying much only because I have nothing to say. He says I seem upset or dissappointed. what?
A few other people asked me that too over the last couple of days. I turned them down with a smile and a nod "yeeep, I am fine".
I walked into class this morning. Sat down at my computer. Waited for my comp to load. My friend Julie says hey (yeah bunny, i know you're gonna read this.) and I say hello back. She asks if I'm ok. I tell her, "Yeah, I'm fine". It's been bothering the heck out of me that everyone is asking me if I'm doing ok. So, I ask her, "I'm perfectly fine.. Do i seem different for some reason because I've been getting that question a lot lately." She replied with "I don't know you just seem upset about something". "No I'm not really mad, I just don't say much" I said. She plainy breaks it down for me, "You're just not yourself lately. Not the usual giddy and happy Steph'.
So I'm analyzing.
What the heck? Me? Mad? SINCE WHEN?
1. I have been staying quiet lately. It's weird, usually I'm one of the loud mouths but lately I've been to myself. (How odd. I didn't think others would notice.)
2. I prefer to write and create art when I am home. Not kill time on myspace or AIM.
3. I spend time with Matt, Summer and Krystal. - hardly anyone else. maybe my strive leader Sarah cuz she's a cool 20 year old ninja (totally kidding about the ninja part.)
4. I want to be home more.
5. I've given up on calling people.
6. I sleep more than usually.
7. I don't plan weekends anymore. lame.
I need a good local show to come around :[