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Oh, man! I'm so bad at updating. Like so many others, I have settled to live out my online life at FaceBook. Something I never thought I'd do...
So, what happened since last update? I'm working a bit. Wish I could work more, but I take all the hours I can get. Currently working Fridays, Saturdays and Mondays, though this weekend is my last on this rotation. We haven't set up the plan for the rest of the year yet, but I've let my boss know I won't be having any lectures this year, only a few supervision/guidance meetings. Hope that gives me more hours than the two Saturdays a month that is what my contract says.
Scrapbooking... Working on two design teams and trying to keep up. Only one layout per team per month, but I still have trouble finding something worthy of scrapping.
Friends... Hard at the moment. I know the problem lies with me, though. I have been let down so many times, I am unable to maintain healthy friendships. Plus, I find it hard maintaining friendships with girls. They want to do things I have no interest in. Like, shopping together. Going on weekend trips, etc. I find it very hard to decline, and I think this is because I am so very scared of conflicts.
Marriage... We're good, but due to my problems, we are not very intimate at all. Can't really remember the last time anything happened. Three weeks? I don't know. I'm not interested, almost asexual (if not completely) and he's not. I get that this is frustrating. Not sure what to do about it.
So, what happened since last update? I'm working a bit. Wish I could work more, but I take all the hours I can get. Currently working Fridays, Saturdays and Mondays, though this weekend is my last on this rotation. We haven't set up the plan for the rest of the year yet, but I've let my boss know I won't be having any lectures this year, only a few supervision/guidance meetings. Hope that gives me more hours than the two Saturdays a month that is what my contract says.
Scrapbooking... Working on two design teams and trying to keep up. Only one layout per team per month, but I still have trouble finding something worthy of scrapping.
Friends... Hard at the moment. I know the problem lies with me, though. I have been let down so many times, I am unable to maintain healthy friendships. Plus, I find it hard maintaining friendships with girls. They want to do things I have no interest in. Like, shopping together. Going on weekend trips, etc. I find it very hard to decline, and I think this is because I am so very scared of conflicts.
Marriage... We're good, but due to my problems, we are not very intimate at all. Can't really remember the last time anything happened. Three weeks? I don't know. I'm not interested, almost asexual (if not completely) and he's not. I get that this is frustrating. Not sure what to do about it.