The 'V' Word
You probably don’t want to hear about my love life.
But you’re probably even less keen on hearing about my lack of a love life.
Today, I was asked the question: ‘are you single?’ This seems to be a question that is perfectly normal, culturally and socially, to ask - so I answered it truthfully. What else was I to do? To discuss one’s love life is ( Read more... )
52, single..but with a history (marriage, soulmates..I thought...10 years perfect, 10 years hell...single for 4 years now and so alone..)
"I’ve as good as convinced myself that I am an unattractive human being who is never going to find anyone who wants me. People who I’m close to tell me differently…but surely they’re too biased to judge that? They can tell me I’m attractive, or pretty, or nice, or fun, or interesting till the cows come home - I still ain’t got any fucking offers. So how in the living fuck do you explain that? "
Yep....my life to a 't'..
I wake up every day, hoping to meet him (I am fairly certain I am straight)
But every night I am alone. I've been doing a great "improve your self-esteem" workshop. It has done wonders for my nerves and sleeping pattern...but a significant other...there is no-one.
Oh and sex...I could have sex...I tried sex....got the t-shirt so to speak..That is so NOT it!
I hope you find him/her. You feel like a person that is so worthy of being loved. We just roll out of bed every morning and hope this is the day!
And one day..it will be true!
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