*stares at all the shit that just spilled out of your mouth*
you are a complete idiot. it's funny that you thought i would change--you wanted me to change who i was so badly that i even began believing that there was something wrong with me.
the truth is that it's been you the entire time. i truly believed that you could grow up and make up your mind about something, and i can tell that that won't ever happen. i know we're not meant to be, and honestly, i'm over it. reflecting upon everything, i'm more angry and upset at myself for making the wrong decision in choosing you. you could never make me happy, because you were always too obsessed about me becoming something i never was and never would be! you were making me UNHAPPY the entire TIME.
i'm upset at myself because i invested my emotions and my loyalty into someone that absolutely does not deserve that depth of devotion.
you say you want this puerile argument to be over, yet you are the one that is continually returning to my livejournal just to post more obnoxious comments. you should know enough about me by now to know that i am not going to let you get the last word on my lj. it's not going to happen.
why don't YOU try leaving ME alone, for once? god knows you're the last thing on my mind any more. at least you finally admitted the truth, that you always wanted me to be something different than what i was. you never accepted me, and honestly, i don't believe you ever loved me.
and as far as being happy? i'm happier than i ever have been, so i suppose you made just one more incorrect assumption. but then again, you have an intense knack for that.
you are a complete idiot. it's funny that you thought i would change--you wanted me to change who i was so badly that i even began believing that there was something wrong with me.
the truth is that it's been you the entire time. i truly believed that you could grow up and make up your mind about something, and i can tell that that won't ever happen. i know we're not meant to be, and honestly, i'm over it. reflecting upon everything, i'm more angry and upset at myself for making the wrong decision in choosing you. you could never make me happy, because you were always too obsessed about me becoming something i never was and never would be! you were making me UNHAPPY the entire TIME.
i'm upset at myself because i invested my emotions and my loyalty into someone that absolutely does not deserve that depth of devotion.
you say you want this puerile argument to be over, yet you are the one that is continually returning to my livejournal just to post more obnoxious comments. you should know enough about me by now to know that i am not going to let you get the last word on my lj. it's not going to happen.
why don't YOU try leaving ME alone, for once? god knows you're the last thing on my mind any more. at least you finally admitted the truth, that you always wanted me to be something different than what i was. you never accepted me, and honestly, i don't believe you ever loved me.
and as far as being happy? i'm happier than i ever have been, so i suppose you made just one more incorrect assumption. but then again, you have an intense knack for that.
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