until the day i die, i spill my heart for you..
i'm not sure i've ever hurt worse. i'm drunk again, and deadly alone. i leave az on sunday. she says she loves me still, but i cant believe it. if you love someone, you dont purposely try to gut them alive. she claims to want to go to flag with me to say goodbye, and to spend one nite with me.. i guess we'll see how much she really cares..