Jul 20, 2007 23:46
SO really. I'm not quite sure what to make of things. I'm never really sure what to make of anything, though, when you get right down to it. And maybe? that's a good thing. however, there are times that I'm certain that I should know a little bit more about what's going on around me.. and what's going on in this crazy head of mine.
I try very hard not to read too much into things, to keep myself from getting that.. that crazy that only girls know how to get. cause I so don't want to be that girl. like ever. but then, there's those moments, where it is so close to happening. maybe if I actually talked about things, instead of being all sorts of vague or keeping things bottled up inside, maybe then I wouldn't have these issues. but, seriously, the world would stop spinning or something if I didn't have issues, right? right. or if I was anything other than vague.
I think I feel better know. and really? that's all that can be hoped for.