Dec 30, 2004 09:05
So it's true. Stress is what's keeping me down. Thank God for Dana because if it weren't for her I think I'd be SOL and in a situation that's worse than it is already. I hope I can find someway to solve my problems but some are just not going to be solved and others are like running around in circles cause no matter what you say it's like trying to get through to a rock. I don't know what to do anymore and I'm so close to just giving up on everything and everyone. Not everyone anyone, just most people. I've promised one person I won't give up and you know what, even if I can't handle everyone else, I want to give all the strength I've got left to her. It's for her and for Dana that I'm just hanging in there. Dana's been talking sense into me, that's good, that's what I need. Sense. For my closest, best friend I won't do anything. And for the other whom I love more than anything, who is as well my closest, best friend and even more than that, I won't do anything.